You are the best. It's like, no matter how emotional and angsty and bitter I get, you're there with your calm, reassuring words and making me feel so much better about myself. I wish it could magically change me and make my problems disappear, but even though that's not possible, I do feel less alone and afraid of everything.

I think there is a counselor at uni, I went to see them once by accident when I was looking for course advisers. She was pretty nice, but...I just always feel like I'm wasting their time because I don't have 'real' problems. Yah, I'm an emotional wreck, but... I don't know. I think back to high school, where I was the girl that used to see the counselor to get out of doing sport every week, then the next girl after me was suffering physical abuse at home and she moved out and then got pregnant and...whoa, you know? After all that, I just wonder why I get so upset over my own life.

But thanks so much for your support. I can't talk to anyone in RL like this, and I appreciate you being there. *huggles*