You're not the only one who can't see themself with a future, trust me. I was that at your age, too. I've been like that pretty much all my life.
You know the hard thing? My real life can never be as amazing as the lives I dream up for myself. Different scenarios that I imagine myself in, etc.
You probably do that, too.
Things will get better. At your age, I was the world's biggest introvert. I couldn't speak to people, couldn't look them in the eye... I'm not brilliant with that sort of thing now, but after you've lived long enough, you kind of end up going with the flow.
As for uni, maybe it's the course that's not for you. Maybe you're suited more to something else. Consider that, as well.
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You know the hard thing? My real life can never be as amazing as the lives I dream up for myself. Different scenarios that I imagine myself in, etc.
You probably do that, too.
Things will get better. At your age, I was the world's biggest introvert. I couldn't speak to people, couldn't look them in the eye... I'm not brilliant with that sort of thing now, but after you've lived long enough, you kind of end up going with the flow.
As for uni, maybe it's the course that's not for you. Maybe you're suited more to something else. Consider that, as well.