You do not sound selfish and ungrateful, but your father does sound like an asshole and what he is doing is abuse. Sometimes people try to act as if since other people have it worse that its not, but it is and the scars will can be just as deep and everlasting, believe me I know. I can understand how and why you do not love him and he doesnt deserve that love anyway. You are so awesome and if he cant see that and he mistreats you, he doesnt deserve to be a part of that awesomeness. I wish there was something more profoud I could say but I do know a little of what you're going through and your feelings are perfectly normal. *hugs tight*

Onto something a little lighter........Aaron Hotchner is much too much of a sexy beast to be wearing those tacky ass ties. I am a serious tie girl, nothing gets me more excited than a sexy man in a sexy tie. I was so enamored with the Hotchness that until you pointed it out, I havent paid a damn lick of attention to his ties. So that goes to show that he's pretty damn awesome! Now that it has been brought to the forefront of my mind I think he needs to have a tie telethon and get some that are worthy of his sexiness. Pronto. Cuz that's a damn shame. Seriously.