You have lit this fire in my soul. God, you make me want to march right out the door and screw the reality check that says right now, I can’t make it on my own.

But the reality is that since moving in with Ma isn’t in the cards anymore, moving out just isn’t going to happen anytime soon. I am determined to get out of the house, but I’m going to have to bide my time. It’s pretty rare for young adults to get approved on the first application here, they’re not trustworthy enough and don’t have the renting history to show that they won’t wreck the place and so on. I know a lot of kids from school who’ve had to wait months before having any success.

Anyway, I’ve had a setback but I won’t let it derail me for good. *nodnod*

Meanwhile, therapy will tide me over. May it do me much good. I wish the counselor much luck in helping me out. *eyeroll*