I think for now, the half-week here and there thing is going to continue as planned. It's hard for Ma being in the middle, and I don't want to put pressure on her to take my side against my mother's, y'know? It was one thing when I was being kicked out, but another when mother came to make peace, because then moving in with Ma smacks of rejection and using her mother to do that to my mother is just...yeah, really unfair on both parties.

Trust me, it took a lot of tears to finally come to that conclusion, though. I was so not cool with it at first. *eyeroll*

Still, I have hope that further down the track, I'll still get to fulfil that plan, just not at the pace I'd expected, but I think it will still happen. Oh, wow, what is this optimism that I feel? How OOC of me! It's a good feeling, though. ^_^