No, really, I have the worst insecurity ever and I just feel totally incompetent at everything. Some people can forge on ahead and do anything, I hang back and feel dumb and ignorant and that makes everything ten times harder. Plus, it makes my family think I don't want to contribute and that I'm useless when really, I just don't want to screw up things so I let people that know how to do it take care of it.
. i am a TERRIBLE introvert but it never bothered me in a work situation because I felt like I was borrowing my authority/validity/belonging from my employer
That's an awesome trick! I wish I had that ability, it'd make my life much easier. *envies*
Yes, money is the sole motivating factor, I gotta say. None of this 'work fulfils me' crap, that's totally not me, I have completely mercenary goals, lol.
high school is NOT as good as it gets
That'd be pretty messed up if it was. Most of high school was a nightmare, really.
I'm just thinking of my final year, that was the most brilliantly awesome year of my life, and I've so often wished to relive it. *sighs nostalgically*
no clue on that explanation
Finally got it- so if you have over 70 pics, that's already one package and you're just renewing it for longer. If you actually want the extra userpics, you need to get two packages. But oh oh, guess what? It's based on when your account gets renewed, and since mine doesn't expire til October, I was able to get the two packages without paying anything for it yet! HURRAY! *dances like a geek* So you could probably hry more pics for Will right now! Just go here: http://news.livejournal.com/124785.html
*glomps* Hope you get a good night's rest, bb. ^_^
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Date: 2010-05-06 01:40 am (UTC)No, really, I have the worst insecurity ever and I just feel totally incompetent at everything. Some people can forge on ahead and do anything, I hang back and feel dumb and ignorant and that makes everything ten times harder. Plus, it makes my family think I don't want to contribute and that I'm useless when really, I just don't want to screw up things so I let people that know how to do it take care of it.
. i am a TERRIBLE introvert but it never bothered me in a work situation because I felt like I was borrowing my authority/validity/belonging from my employer
That's an awesome trick! I wish I had that ability, it'd make my life much easier. *envies*
Yes, money is the sole motivating factor, I gotta say. None of this 'work fulfils me' crap, that's totally not me, I have completely mercenary goals, lol.
high school is NOT as good as it gets
That'd be pretty messed up if it was. Most of high school was a nightmare, really.
I'm just thinking of my final year, that was the most brilliantly awesome year of my life, and I've so often wished to relive it. *sighs nostalgically*
no clue on that explanation
Finally got it- so if you have over 70 pics, that's already one package and you're just renewing it for longer. If you actually want the extra userpics, you need to get two packages. But oh oh, guess what? It's based on when your account gets renewed, and since mine doesn't expire til October, I was able to get the two packages without paying anything for it yet! HURRAY! *dances like a geek* So you could probably hry more pics for Will right now! Just go here:
http://news.livejournal.com/124785.html
*glomps* Hope you get a good night's rest, bb. ^_^