Doomsday.

So, exam results are released- five minutes ago. And I have the log-in page open in another window. And I am- well, I'm resigned. I think I screwed up Constitution. I have the tiniest hope of scraping through Torts/Misleading Conduct. My arts subjects- Psych and Soc- I think I'll have passed. But dear god, I'm scared out of my mind. 

Logging in...

Crap.

Did indeed fail Const by a huge margin.

Surprisingly, scored a Credit [60%] for Torts and Misleading Conduct. I mean- wow, who knew I had it in me? But...*wails* I'd rather have gotten two passes rather than a fail and a Credit, damn it. 

Another Credit for Psych- 66, this time. Wow. Considering I didn't study for the exam, that shows how much of a bludge the subject is.

And a Distinction for Sociology, though no mark is given. How odd. Does that mean she lost my exam and just gave me a D anyway? Weird. But cool. 

But not good enough. My parents are going to kill me and hate me forever.

I think I'll tell them that the results come out next month.

That or maybe throw myself in front of a car. It would probably hurt less. 

Desperate Housewives this week, apart from telling me how to deal with addiction, also mentioned an interesting product- phenobarbitals. The woman from Star Trek who moved to Wisteria Lane says that 'a few drops...he falls asleep...' 

Where might I procure some of *that*? Just the thing to solve all my problems.

Pseudonym Freakiness

I thought it was strange enough when I found out that 'Torri Higginson' was actually born Sarah Victoria Higginson, according to IMDB. 

[Which included, rather hilariously, a quote of her saying, 'I did my first convention this weekend and found this adorable group of girls - I think they call themselves 'shippers' - who have this thing about Weir and Sheppard and them having sex in closets...It's very weird!' Heh. If that's all she thinks shippers have a *thing* about...]

I mean, I'm always gushing about Torri this, Torri that...so it threw me there for a moment to discover it wasn't her real name. Even if it's what she goes by, I still felt like a bad fan for finding out so late in the game.

Then I look up House on tv.com, as in House the show, but it brings me to a bio on Hugh Laurie who is actually James Hugh Calum Laurie. The web of deceit never ends. What next? Kate Mulgrew might be Emily Kate Vanessa Mulgrew, or Lisa Edelstein could be...Karen Elise or whatever. Damn. I feel so betrayed.

Lol. This is what happens when I'm online too much. I start spamming my own page. *rolls eyes*

And I successfully did not tell my parents my results. So that helps put me in a good mood. XP The tv banning can wait til next week.

Vid Efforts

 So, I finished a new vid, 'Showtime' yesterday. I'm too cheap to buy space to host it on the internet somewhere, so rapidshare links are it. Yay! Yeahhh...I think I'm losing my mind. I had a cup of coke this morning, but it was from McDonald's and diluted with the half cup of ice they put in it, so it didn't really satisfy my needs and damn, am I craving it like crazy right now...remember House detoxing? Or McKay? 'I feel not unlike the priest in the Exorcist' and all? Yep. I'm heading towards that.

Bless the internet. What a wonderful distraction.

Anyway:
Song: Showtime
Artist: Nelly Furtado
Story: Elizabeth wants Sheppard to stop worrying about what people think and just acknowledge their relationship.
'Everytime I turn around, you say that you're not checking for love in that way
But everytime I come around, you seem so ready for this
Showtime, our love's coming out
Lights, camera, action,
Show what we're about
'coz it's showtime, our love's breaking out
Let's show the world you're my boy, I'm your girl...'

Showtime vid

While I'm at it, some other links to my tiny collection of vids:

( What I have so far... )